I can't fit the whole title of this song in the box lol. It's by Moosmbasil & The Blue Umbilicus. At least that's what the internet told me.

Hmmm... It's been a while since I've updated and I'm rather sick of seeing the maladroit story myself, so I thought I'd write something.

The biggest thing in my head right now is Love, for lack of a better word. I don't personally believe in the whole true love bullshit, but like... it's a pretty common word and my head's too fucked at the moment to think of something else.
Basically I'm thinkin I need to get meself another girlfriend.
There's a few babes who have caught my eye but they either live way too far away [I know I suck at long distance. I get bored with the relationship if I don't see them very often. Even if they live in the next town I can never get transport.] or I cannot read them at all and have no idea whether they like me or even if they're gay/bi.
Is a hard life, lol
But anyway yeah... One girl I'm friends with is single and I know she swings my way, but cuz of the friendship thing I dunno... Ugh, my brain won't formulate an explanation. I think if she read this it'd be obvious to her, but I don't think she knows about this site... And if she did then I guess it would make it easier, huh?
Lol, at the moment I'm just content with being her mate so that's cool... I'll figure this when my brain decides to work again

I've had like heaps of weird dreams lately, and I had an almost lucid one this morning. When I realised I was like "woah!!!" I was real close... In my dream I was like "Am I dreaming? I should open my eyes and see. Nah but what if I am dreaming and I wake myself up?" I also tried looking at my hands, well thought about it, but I didn't. It was an odd dream in itself though, I was in bed in like the middle of the night [that's why it was kinda hard to tell whether I was awake or not] and I saw this figure but when I looked it was gone, but then later I saw it again and I was like "If you're not just a figment of my imagination, hold my hand" and I outstreched my hand and it held my hand... It was like a ghost chick, but she was as real as any living person. It was freaky too. Real intense dream... Also there was a lightning storm and a chick in a bikini on stilts, but I think that was another dream...

School has started getting rather shit. We're getting ever closer to the mid year exams and the teachers are getting over my awesomeness and instead are getting rather pissed off. Drama has changed the most I reckon, I enjoyed it when we just used to do activities and mess around and shit but now we actually have to work on stuff and I'm wagging it whenever I can
We have a group device project, and basically our group sucks. Lol that sounds mean, I just mean that none of us ever have any ideas, aren't leaders and rely on others just to tell us to do something and we will. I don't know how the teacher thought putting all the non-thinking people into a group together would be a good idea but it's happened... Drama is boring now.
English seems like it's gonna get really unfun fast. Usually we just draw and do nothing and the teacher does nothing either but like, the other day he totally snapped at me. It was hilarious. But yeah... I guess I gotta start working again

Ahaha, Actually I was hardly here this week at all... Monday I spent half the day telling Storm's Mum [councelor woman] to fuck off. She's a cow seriously... Tuesday I got up in the morning, did my stretches and also did my neck in. Tore a ligament or something. I was perfectly capable of going to school [seeing as my only handicap was looking to the right] but my neck hurt like a bitch and I took advantage of it. So a few days of falling asleep on my couch watching old sci-fi flicks and I'm right as rain.
Then thursday I went to the hospital and got that head x-ray thing, fuck what's it called... catscan? or something... and like they checked out my brain and cut me open and shit. I shouldn't have any migraines anymore. Shouldn't. But I personally don't think the lump was what was causing it. Anyway... atleast my brain's fine! yay!

Well, Me thinks I've rambled on enough for today... I feel like watching a Stanley Kubrick movie...

Later!

x. Spike